MY NAME IS BONNIE RODRIGUEZ AND I AM HERE TO SHARE MY TESTIMONY WITH ALL OF YOU.I WOULD LIKE TO DO THIS IN ORDER TO GIVE MY PRECIOUS GOD ALL GLORY AND HONOR FOR HIS UNYIELDING MERCY, GRACE, FORGIVENESS AND LOVE.HE IS SO WORTHY OF ALL HONOR.
I WAS RAISED IN A HOME WITH MY MOTHER, FATHER, THREE BROTHERS, A SISTER, A COUSIN AND MYSELF.
MY MOTHER WAS A RAGE-A-HOLIC AND EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE; ESPECIALLY TO BE RAISING SIX CHILDREN.
MY FATHER WAS A LONG HAUL TRUCK DRIVER WHO HAPPENED TO BE AN ALCOHOLIC AND EVEN WHEN HE WAS AT HOME, IF HE WASN’T DRUNK HE WAS BASICALLY “VACANT” OR “UNAVAILABLE”.
ALL OF US CHILDREN WERE SENT TO CHURCH WHEN WE WERE YOUNG, ALTHOUGH MOM AND DAD RARELY WENT THEMSELVES.BASICALLY, MOM NEEDED A BREAK FROM ALL OF US AND DAD DIDN’T BELIEVE HE NEEDED CHURCH.
I THINK I WAS SAVED SOMEWHERE AROUND 5 YEARS OF AGE.I REMEMBER BEING TOLD THAT I COULD HAVE A BRAND NEW BIBLE IF I LEARNED MEMORY VERSES AND THAT I COULD GO TO HEAVEN IF I BELIEVED IN JESUS.I REMEMBER RAISING MY HAND FOR SALVATION AND ASKING FOR THE MEMORY VERSES.
JOHN 3:16 – MY BROTHERS HELPED ME PRONOUNCE EVERYTHING AND EXPLAINED TO ME WHAT IT MEANT AND I WAS SO PROUD TO SAY THAT SCRIPTURE TO THE PASTOR BECAUSE IT TALKED ABOUT MY SALVATION AND I GOT MY PRETTY NEW BIBLE, WHICH I STILL HAVE TODAY.
I TELL YOU ALL OF THAT TO BE ABLE TO LATER SHOW YOU HOW FAITHFUL OUR FATHER IS TO HONOR THAT PROMISE OF SALVATION AND HOW HE SENT THE HOLY SPIRIT TO ALWAYS BE WITH ME FROM THAT POINT FORWARD, EVEN THOUGH I NEVER UNDERSTOOD TO WHAT DEGREE UNTIL ABOUT SIX YEARS AGO.
BASICALLY THE MAJORITY OF MY LIFE WAS FILLED WITH FEAR, REJECTION, DEMONIC ACTIVITY AND SUICIDAL DEPRESSION.
A SERIES OF PARALIZING EVENTS OCCURRED IN MY LIFE BEFORE I WAS EVEN 10 YEARS OF AGE:
-AT AGE 6 I WAS ALMOST RAPED BY MY CHURCH BUS DRIVER BUT MY BROTHERS PREVENTED THIS FROM HAPPENING TO ME.(I COULD DISCERN THIS MAN WOULD ONE DAY TRY THIS ON ME)
-THERE WAS A TOWN DRUNK WHO CONTINUALLY EXPOSED HIMSELF TO ALL OF US LITTLE CHILDREN AND EVEN CHASED US IF HE COULD. HE WAS CONTINUALLY ARRESTED.(I COULD ALWAYS DISCERN HIS PRESENCE COMING NEAR EVEN IF HE WERE BEHIND ME OR AROUND A CORNER)
-A CAR ACCIDENT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE SENT A VEHICLE THROUGH OUR BAY WINDOW LANDING RIGHT IN OUR LIVING ROOM WHEN I WAS SICK ON THE COUCH.
-A HORSE TRAMPLED A LADY DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF OUR H OUSE.
-I WAS ALMOST ABDUCTED BY A WITCH WHEN I WAS LEAVING MY SCHOOL, AFTER HAVING STAYED LATE ONE DAY. (I DISCERNED SHE WAS A WITCH – NOT EVEN REALIZING THEY TRULY EXISTED.)
-I OFTEN SPENT THE NIGHT AT A FRIENDS HOUSE ACROSS THE STREET FROM MY HOUSE (TO STAY AWAY FROM MY MOTHER’S RAGE).HER FATHER WAS AN ABUSIVE DRUNK AND HE TERRORIZED ALL OF US IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.(I COULD DISCERN HIS PRESENCE ON THE PROPERTY BEFORE HE EVEN ENTERED THE HOUSE.)
-I WAS TORMENTED ALMOST NIGHTLY BY DEMONS IN MY BEDROOM, WHO LITERALLY SHOWED THEMSELVES TO ME, MOCKED ME AND LAUGHED AT ME ON A REGULAR BASIS.
-I, ALONG WITH ALL OF MY SIBLINGS, WERE FORCED TO WATCH MY MOTHER LITERALLY ALMOST KILL ONE OF MY BROTHERS BY BEATING HIM WITHOUT ANY MERCY WHATSOEVER.
-AND I WAS EMOTIONALLY BLACKMAILED AND SEXUALLY VIOLATED BY MY BEST FRIEND’S FATHER AT AGE 10.*** NEVER TELLING A SOUL UNTIL I HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN AT AGE 17.
*AT AGE 11 MY MOTHER TRIED COMMITING SUICIDE BY DRINKING ALCOHOL AND DOWNING AN ENTIRE BOTTLE OF ONE OF HER PRESCRIPTIONS.
*AT AGE 13 I WAS A FULL-TIME BABYSITTER FOR MY AUNT AND EXPERIENCED TORMENTING DEMONIC ACTIVITY IN HER HOUSE NIGHTLY.ONE OF HER DAUGHTERS LATER BECAME A DEVIL WORSHIPPER.
*AT 14 MY MOTHER AND I GOT INTO A FIGHT WHERE SHE TRIED SMASHING A MARBLE LAMP OVER MY HEAD.I SCREAMED AT HER TELLING HER SHE’S LOST HER MIND, IT WILL KILL ME IF IT HITS ME – SHE RAN INTO HER BEDROOM, LOCKED THE DOOR, COCKED A GUN AND TOLD ME “IT’S MY FAULT IF SHE PULLS THE TRIGGER.”
*AT 15 I WAS SPENDING THE NIGHT AT A FRIEND’S HOUSE AND HER BROTHER TRIED FORCING HIMSELF ON ME DURING THE NIGHT; BOTH MY FRIEND AND THEIR PARENTS CALLED ME A LIAR IN FRONT OF MY PARENTS WHEN I FINALLY HAD THE COURAGE TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF.
·AT 16 TWO MAJOR THINGS TOOK PLACE:I TRIED COMMITTING SUICIDE BY CUTTING MY WRISTS AND LATER THAT SAME YEAR MY PARENTS DIVORCED. I BEING THE LAST CHILD AT HOME, WAS MOVED TO ANOTHER STATE WITH MY MOM WHERE I KNEW NO ONE EXCEPT MY BROTHER’S BEST FRIEND, WHO TURNED INTO MY BOYFRIEND BEFORE LONG.HE WAS 21.
·I THOUGHT HE WAS MY SAVIOUR – AFTER ALL, IF THERE REALLY WAS A GOD, WHERE WAS HE EVERY SINGLE TIME SOMEONE ABUSED ME OR TRIED TO??WHERE WAS HE WHEN I WAS BEING REJECTED AND NEGLECTED??
·THE BOYFRIEND ENDED UP EMOTIONALLY DERAILING ME WITH MAJOR HEADGAMES, GAVE ME A SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASE AND THEN BLAMED IT ON ME BY ACCUSING ME OF BEING WITH OTHER PEOPLE.
·MY MOTHER ASKED ME TO GET A JOB TO HELP PAY THE RENT AND OTHER BILLS AND THEN SHE WENT OFF THE DEEP END AND STARTED SMOKING CIGARETTES, DOING DRUGS, HAVING WILD PARTIES THAT INCLUDED KIDS MY AGE THAT I HAD TO FACE AT SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY, SHE WAS SLEEPING AROUND AND LOCKING ME OUT OF OUR APARTMENT SOMETIMES ALL NIGHT SO I DIDN’T HAVE TO SEE HER BEHAVIOR; NOT CARING ABOUT WHERE I HAD TO HIDE IN THE DARK OF NIGHT UNTIL SHE LET ME BACK IN.
·AT 17 I RAN AWAY WITH A GUY FROM SCHOOL, THAT MY MOM ALLOWED TO MOVE IN WITH US AND HE, WITHOUT WARNING OF ANY PROBLEMS AT ALL, ALMOST BROKE MY BACK ONE NIGHT, STUCK A GUN TO MY HEAD ANOTHER NIGHT AND THREATENED TO KILL MY FAMILY MEMBERS AND HIMSELF IF THEY TOOK ME AWAY FROM HIM.
·THIS IS WHERE I HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN!!!!!!
SURELY THERE HAD TO BE MORE TO LIFE THAN THAT!!HOW COULD I TRULY FEEL LOVED AND FEEL SAFE FROM ANY MORE HARM?
-AFTER LEAVING THE REHAB HOSPITAL THAT I WAS IN FOR 2½ MONTHS I MOVED BACK TO MICHIGAN WHERE MY DAD WAS AND TRIED RESTABLISHING A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM, WHO BROKE MY HEART BECAUSE HE HAD A WHOLE NEW FAMILY MOVED INTO THE HOUSE THAT I HELPED BUILD.** HE NEVER EVEN CALLED ME ONCE WHILE I WAS IN TEXAS – NOW I KNEW WHY.
-I TOOK IN AN OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND WHO NEEDED A PLACE TO STAY AND ONE NIGHT HE DECIDED HE NEEDED TO RAPE ME TOO.I HAD JUSTED TURNED 19.
I THEN MOVED TO FLORIDA WHERE MY MOTHER HAD MOVED AND REMARRIED AND MET A GUY WHO INTRODUCED ME TO DRUGS.MARIJUANA, COCAINE AND CRYSTAL METH. TO BE EXACT.I DIDN’T CARE FOR MARIIJUANA BECAUSE I DIDN’T FEEL I HAD CONTROL AND IT MADE ME VERY PARANOID.COCAINE AND CRYSTAL METH ON THE OTHER HAND, ALLOWED ME TO FEEL EMPOWERED AND THEY BECAME MY DRUG OF CHOICE.
I FOUND MYSELF PREGNANT AND WAS CERTAIN HE WOULD MARRY ME AND BE EXCITED I WAS PREGNANT.INSTEAD HE DEMANDED I ABORT AND IMMEDIATELY.ONCE I FOUND OUT HOW FAR ALONG I WAS AND REALIZED HOW MUCH COCAINE I HAD DONE IN THAT AMOUNT OF TIME. . . I ENDED UP AGREEING, “FOR THE BABY’S SAKE” BUT I HATED HIM FOR MAKING ME COME TO THAT DECISION!!THERE WERE COMPLICATIONS AND I ALMOST BLED TO DEATH IN A RESTAURANT – HAD TO GO BACK AND WAS INFORMED THERE WERE TWINS AND THEY HAD TO REPEAT THE PROCEDURE WITHOUT ANY GAS THIS TIME.
LEFT THE BOYFRIEND AND BEGAN DATING MY DRUG DEALER, WHO HELPED ME A GREAT DEAL EMOTIONALLY THROUGH THAT VERY DIFFICULT TIME.MY NEW BOYFRIEND AND I HAD A $2,000 A MONTH CRYSTAL METH. HABIT AND I WAS DRINKING ENOUGH TO PUT ANY OF THE GUYS UNDER THE TABLE AND THEN SOME.
WE ENDED UP GETTING MARRIED AND I WAS SURE LIFE WAS GOING TO BE GRAND.WE BOTH DECIDED TO QUIT CRYSTAL METH. AND DID COLD TURKEY.I DID HOWEVER, DEVELOP SOME VERY PAINFUL FEMALE PROBLEMS LIKE CYSTS ON MY OVARIES, SEVERE ENDOMETRIOSIS AND CERVICAL CANCER.I WAS EVENTUALLY PLACED ON PAIN KILLERS AND ONE NIGHT I ALMOST ODEED ON HAVING TAKEN TOO MANY IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME; I WAS IN INTENSE PAIN.** I HAD AN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE AND I LITERALLY HEARD THE VOICE OF GOD SAY/YELL “NO” AS I WAS DYING AND I WAS IMMEDIATELY PLACED BACK INTO MY BODY.
HOWEVER GLAD I WAS TO BE BACK, MY LIFE WAS ABOUT TO TAKE YET, ANOTHER TURN, AS SHORTLY THEREAFTER, MY HUSBAND STARTED EXPECTING ME TO DO VERY STRANGE THINGS, LIKE WANTING ME TO HAVE SEX WITH HIS FRIENDS OR ACT LIKE I WAS GOING TO BY TEASING THEM, ETC.
I COULDN’T EVEN BELIEVE IT!!!NOT HIM TOO . .. WOULD I EVER GET AWAY FROM PEOPLE WHO EXPECTED ME TO DO SOMETHING ‘SEXUAL’ FOR THEM???HE WAS MY HUSBAND, HE WAS SUPPOSE TO HONOR ME AND PROTECT ME AND LOVE ME . . . . NOT SHARE ME WITH WHOEVER WANTED ME.
WE WERE DIVORCED WITH IN 1½ YEARS AND AFTER OUR DIVORCE WAS FINAL I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD.HE INSISTED THAT I GET ANOTHER ABORTION.I WAS APPAULED AT EVEN THE THOUGHT OF IT AND REFUSED.TO THIS DAY I AM NOT EVEN SURE WHETHER OR NOT I ABORTED OR MISCARRIED AS I HAD SUPPRESSED SO MANY THINGS FROM MY PAST . . . ALL THAT I DO KNOW FOR SURE IS THAT SHORTLY AFTER THE MISCARRIAGE OR ABORTION, I WAS RAPED FOR THE THIRD TIME AT AGE 23 BY A FRIEND OF A FRIEND WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO BE TRUSTWORTHY ENOUGH TO GIVE ME A RIDE HOME.
BY THIS POINT, I BECAME A VERY HEAVY DRINKER AND WANTED TO FEEL LOVED AND TO FEEL SAFE THAT I BELIEVED THE ONLY WAY I COULD SUCCEED AT FINDING SOMEONE WHO WOULD STICK WITH ME WOULD BE TO “MASTER THE ART OF SEX” BECAUSE THAT’S ALL ANYONE EVER REALLY WANTED FROM ME ANYWAY!!!
SO THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I DID.I LEARNED HOW TO BE THE BEST AND STAYED NUMB WITH ALCOHOL.I FOUND MYSELF IN SITUATIONS WHERE I REALIZED I HAD BEEN WITH PEOPLE WHO WERE PSYCHOTIC, DEVIL WORSHIPPERS, MARRIED, ETC. UNTIL I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT TRULY LOVED ME AND WANTED TO MARRY ME.I FOUND OUT LATER HE HAD ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP ON THE SIDE AND I TOLD HIM TO LEAVE AND ON HIS WAY OUT THE DOOR, HE BASICALLY RAPED ME BY SAYING THAT HE WASN’T LEAVING WITHOUT GETTING ONE LAST THING FROM ME AND FORCED HIMSELF UPON ME.
SHORTLY THEREAFTER I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER.
THIS, I THOUGHT WAS MY ONE OPPORTUNITY AT MAKING MY LIFE WORTH SOMETHING.BEING A MOTHER, LIVING RESPECTABLY, AND LOVING A CHILD THAT WOULD LOVE ME BACK, UNCONDITIONALLY.SHE WOULD NEED ME AND WANT ME AND NOTHING WAS GOING TO MAKE ME MISS OUT ON THIS BEAUTIFUL BEING INSIDE OF ME . . . NOTHING AND NO ONE!!
MY DAUGHTER’S FATHER WAS NOTIFIED OF MY PREGNANCY AS WELL AS HER BIRTH AND HAS NEVER WANTED TO HAVE A SINGLE THING TO DO WITH HER.
I MOVED BACK TO MICHIGAN TO HAVE FAMILY HELP WITH MY DAUGHTER WHILE I WORKED FULL-TIME, AS I DIDN’T WANT TO TRUST HER TO A DAYCARE.
MY FATHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND CARED FOR MY DAUGHTER EVERY DAY FOR ME.
THE HOUSE THAT I LIVED IN THERE, HAD INTENSE DEMONIC ACTIVITY, AGAIN!!
MY FATHER’S GIRLFRIEND EVENTUALLY, THREATENED TO TAKE MY DAUGHTER FROM ME, CALLING ME AN UNFIT MOTHER BECAUSE I WENT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS ON FRIDAY NIGHTS.LATER SHE ADMITTED SHE HAD ALWAYS WANTED A DAUGHTER AND SHE HAD DECIDED SHE WANTED “MY” DAUGHTER.
I THREATENED HER LIFE AND MY FATHER THREW ME OUT OF HIS HOUSE.
I MOVED TO SOUTH FLORIDA WHERE A FRIEND LIVED AND WAS STARTING A NEW LIFE THERE WITHOUT ANY FAMILY.I PLACED MY DAUGHTER IN A CHRISTIAN DAYCARE WHERE SHE WAS SEXUALLY VIOLATED AT THE AGE OF 3½.
I COULDN’T TAKE MUCH MORE OF LIFE AT ALL AND WANTED TO KILL MYSELF SO DESPERATELY, BUT SHE KEPT ME ALIVE . . . SHE DIDN’T DESERVE A MOTHER WHO CHECKED OUT ON HER, BUT A MOTHER WHO CAME TO HER AID AND RESCUE AND WOULD FIGHT FOR HER, WHICH I DID.
I MOVED BACK TO THIS PART OF FLORIDA WHERE MY MOTHER WAS AND EVENTUALLY BECAME INVOLVED IN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE NO OTHER.I WAS “IN LOVE” AND FELT LOVED AND WE HAD A BEAUTIFUL HOME.I HAD MY DAUGHTER AND HE HAD FOUR SONS, ONLY ONE OF THE SONS LIVED WITH US.HE WAS 16.WE HAD BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 ½ YEARS.
WE WERE PLANNING OUR WEDDING AND ABOUT THREE MONTHS BEFORE THE WEDDING DAY, MY DAUGHTER TELLS ME THAT MY FIANCE’S SON HAD BEEN MOLESTING HER FOR ABOUT SIX MONTHS AND SHE WAS TERRIFIED OF HIM.
I WANTED TO DIE!!!I WANTED TO COMMIT MURDER!!!I WANTED TO WAKE UP FROM THIS HIDEOUS NIGHTMARE CALLED LIFE!!!MY DAUGHTER WAS 7 WHEN HE STARTED DOING THAT TO HER!!
WASN’T EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO “ME” ENOUGH???WHY HER TOO????
WHERE WAS GOD????????? WHERE?????????????
WELL I’LL TELL YOU WHERE . . .
HE WAS THERE PREVENTING ME FROM BEING KIDNAPPED.
HE WAS THERE EVERYTIME I WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, PREVENTING ME FROM DOING SO.
HE WAS THERE DURING EVERY RAPE, PRESERVING MY SANITY.
HE WAS THERE DURING MY DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICTIONS PREVENTING ME FROM GOING TO PRISON OR FROM DYING.
HE PREVENTED ME FROM COMMITING MURDER WITH MY HANDS AS I SO DESPERTELY WANTED SO MANY TIMES.
HE PREVENTED ME FROM DRIVING MY CAR INTO A TREE EVERY TIME I HEARD VOICES TELLING ME TO DO SO.
HE WAS THERE EVERYTIME I CRIED OUT AND SAID “I CAN’T TAKE ONE MORE THING” FILLING ME WITH HIS PEACE AND HIS STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH YET ANOTHER DAY.
HE WAS RIGHT THERE MAKING SURE THAT I HAD THE MONEY IT TOOK TO RAISE MY DAUGHTER WITHOUT EVER RECEIVING A PENNY OR A BREAK FROM HER DAD.
HE WAS THERE TO GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO LOSE EVERYTHING I HAD; TO WALK AWAY FROM IT AND NOT LOOK BACK; TO GAIN A LIFETIME WITH HIM.--HE WAS RIGHT THERE, KNOWING THAT I WOULD CRY OUT TO HIM AND SURRENDER AT THAT VERY MOMENT – KNOWING FULL WELL I COULD DO NOTHING ANYMORE.
HE ALLOWED ME TO DO WHAT WAS NECESSARY TO PURSUE JUSTICE FOR MY DAUGHTER, WHILE MAINTAINING INTEGRITY AND CHARACTER AND RESPECT.
HE REMINDED ME THAT HE HAS NEVER LEFT ME NOR FORSAKEN ME – NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TURNED MY BACK ON HIM.
HE BROUGHT ME TO CCWC IN MY DESPERATION AND CONVICTED ME TO “REDEDICATE” MY LIFE TO HIM AND TO CONSECRATE MY DAUGHTER.
HE HAS BEEN THERE HEALING ME, STRENGTHENING ME, GROWING ME AND GROUNDING ME IN HIS WAYS.
HE HAS BROUGHT ME TO A PLACE WHERE I TRUST HIM FOR EVERYTHING AND HE HAS NEVER LET ME DOWN.
HE HAS EQUIPPED ME TO BE AN ADVOCATE FOR OTHER YOUNG LADIES WHO ARE FINDING THEMSELVES CURRENTLY IN THE PLACES I’VE ONCE BEEN; TO COME ALONGSIDE THEM AND WALK WITH THEM THROUGH THE VALLEYS, PLANTING SEEDS SO THEIR ROOTS WILL GO DEEP; SO THEY WILL BE EQUIPPED TO WEATHER THE STORMS OF LIFE AND THEY WILL GROW AND BECOME STRONG ANDMIGHTY FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD.
AND . . . THROUGHOUT THIS PROCESS, I HAVE BEEN REAWAKENED TO THE REALITY THAT MY ENTIRE LIFE I HAVE NOT ONLY HAD A PASSION FOR, BUT HAD A NEED FOR WRITING AND SINGING TO EXPRESS AND RELEASE THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL.THE LORD HAS RECENTLY RELEASED ME TO PURSUE HIS CALL ON THIS GIFTING, IN THIS CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.I DON’T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE WILL MAKE OF IT, BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS THAT IF IT’S OF HIM . . . IT CAN ONLY BE AWESOME AND I PRAY THAT I GLORIFY HIM IN ALL THAT I SET MY HEART TO.
IF YOU HAVE NOTICED THE THREAD THAT RUNS THROUGH THIS TESTIMONY BEGAN WITH FEAR, REJECTION, DEPRESSION AND DEMONIC ATTACK, HOWEVER, GOD HAS SET ME FREE IN EACH OF THESE AREAS AND ONLY THROUGH THE BLOOD OF JESUS CAN I STAND HERE TODAY AND OFFER YOU THAT SAME GIFT, WHICH IS SALVATION.THAT STAINED THREAD IN MY LIFE HAS TURNED AS PURE WHITE AS SNOW AS MY HEAVENLY FATHER FORGAVE ME OF ALL OF MY SIN, HEALED MY BROKEN HEART AND TRANSFORMED MY BITTER MIND.
PLEASE, IF YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM ANY OPPRESSION AND YOU DON’T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE FREEDOM; YOU AREN’T SURE IF YOU ARE GOING TO HEAVEN TO SPEND AN ETERNITY WITH OUR LOVING FATHER, I URGE YOU TO REACH OUT NOW AND GRAB AHOLD OF A LIFE CHANGING GIFT OF FORGIVENESS AND MERCY AND GRACE AND HEALING.
IS THERE ANYONE HERE TODAY WHO DOES NOT KNOW THEY HAVE ETERNAL LIFE THROUGH GOD’S SON JESUS CHRIST?
HE’S REAL, HE LOVES YOU AND HE’S HERE RIGHT NOW YEARNING FOR YOU TO TAKE THAT STAND, TO MAKE THAT DECISION, TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE FORGIVEN.
REPEAT AFTER ME:HEAVENLY FATHER, I ADMIT THAT I AM A SINNER IN NEED OF A SAVIOUR.I BELIEVE THAT YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST DIED ON THE CROSS AND ROSE AGAIN TO RELEASE ME FROM THE BONDAGE AND PENATLY OF SIN.I ASK JESUS TO COME INTO MY HEART AND BE MY PERSONAL LORD AND SAVIOUR. AND NOW I KNOW, THAT I HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN AND THAT I WILL SPEND ETERNITY IN HEAVEN WITH YOU.I THANK YOU FATHER FOR THE GIFT OF YOUR SON.AMEN.